Thursday, October 27, 2011

Jinehneh story 2

Forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.(Matthew 6:14)
Forgiving people seems is the hardest thing to do, especially for those people who really deep hurt you a lot.You have totally lose hope on the person who backstab you , ruin your reputation.
But the lord say forgive others 99999 times, even a person has killed your parents, you should forgive the murderers, it is just doesn't make sense for anyone, but indeed as Christian we have to obey Him. Sometime it is just difficult to put it into actions.
In my life there were two things that deeply cut my heart,that I had argued with two friends of mine. As a result, we have never talk with each other before, we just ignore each other even when we meet each other. Through maple, an online game, I had had my first fight with my best fren , I actually forgot what had happen, but I knew it was a small little things that trigger the fight, within few minutes fight I lost my fren. Another case where a fren of mine gave a heavy critics on facebook and I actually have a debate with him , a sudden anger cause us lose our bonds. Think back, If I were to have a little endurance, things wont happen , you just have to learn to accept some people nasty behaviour, aren't God tell us to LOVE our enemies? But thank God, with his mercy, I have no hatred on those who had hurt me much, as you know, hating someone is like setting a trap in your heart, it's quite painful. I have learn to forgive and forget, think more of his advantages rather then how he hurt me . In the kingdom of God, every human is precious, is a soul,therefore we should not hate each other, and now as a result I feel I have been set free from hatred, a total relieve in my heart, it is how much joy you can feel when hatred leave you and started to love for your enemies as well. That is God, God loves us so much, although his own creation sin against him too much, but he never say a NO to us, never abandoned his people, never want to complain us but he say : Come to me. He is like father to us, no matter how wrong we are, He will not break the relationship with us. Of course, His love is far more greater than us, not any single love on earth shall greater than this love, glory to God.
In the process of forgiving, learn to endure and complain lesser also slowly build up within my spirit. In any circumstances , people might just attack you so randomly, however I endure, I reply the assault with a big broad smile and say: I shall not be defeated by the devils, be strong brothers!
Sometimes lecturers in our class not pro enough, ok fine , I can study myself, not to CURSE or to complain, because before we do this, do we look at ourselves first? Human aren't so perfect, lecturers are human too, and God love his people so I love God's people, never mind if he or she still do not believe in God, I still love them and hope to spread the gospels to them. Its our God!
No worries, God will lead the way, Hallelujah!
Some ppl might ask, why are you so happy all the time? Whats your secret?
I told them: It is God being with me
With Him, my life shall no dull anymore, Hopes are everywhere instead of despair, of course God allows trial and tribulation to fall on us, but through Him we have hope.
I am proud to be a Christian.
A little prayer:
Lord Jesus I pray, lord please give me the strength to forgive and forgive, like how you never abandon us but still forgive our sins , I will not forget that you die for us at the cross, your blood cleanses our sin. Thank you Jesus for always being with me when I am moody, sad, or being in a situation where storms and thunders strike me, Lord you are still there for me and turn all these things into joy and miracles. We live by faith and not by sight of you . Lord, send your blessing to my frens so that one day they will open their doors to you, and seek for you, I want to share my happiness to my frens too Lord, I commit them into your hands so that salvations are upon their hands.Hallelujah, praise to be your name, I pray in the name of Jesus.AMEN!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Jinehneh story 1

不要为明天忧虑,因为明天自由明天的忧虑.一天的难处一天当就够了.
Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself, each day has enough trouble of its own (Matthew 6:34)
Seriously, being a Christian is way lots of joy . Everyday when I just flip a few pages or even few verses of the bible, some meaningful verses will just pop out like the verse above. Not to say I boast, but without this book, I wont be facing my life that positive. The scriptures say do not worry about tomorrow. Ya , those days during the secondary life, I worried a lot, especially the coming exams. Remembering myself on starting to worry about SPM even dough I am just about to begin my journey to form 4 route. Worried about what subjects to take?How many subjects should I take ? What happen if the government only allow us to take only 10 subjects? Which tuition should I attend? So many stuffs lingering in my mind. Not only that, I am very particular in the coming exams, stress up myself too much on worrying whether the questions are hard or not and finally end up with a moody face. NOW, what is the point of worrying those things? Why should I stress myself up to worry exams, it still will come in the end,turn it into a way of positive thinking. Take exams as challenges! The attitude of mine towards exam change a lot because I believe God will bless his people, God tell us not to take things too seriously, too worried, for him he will guide us and lead us. I dont know how , but everything now seems for me is cute and wonderful since I have surrendered my life to lord Jesus. EXAMS? no worries because it is not the most important one. Problems? Duh, problems are test from God to strengthen our faith. See, I dont know since when I treat everything in my life so positively and face them with joy, cause I noe with God I am secure , He knows my need , my request. Its just simply believing in God, my entire view of life changes. I will tell you more the changes He made for me.
Come back to the verse, DO NOT too much of worrying! Worrying simply does not solve the problems and make your life dull-EMO!
Well, a little prayer time:
Heavenly father I pray, thank you for your words, do not worry as you told us motivate our spirit, I have gained more confident in facing difficulties , lord you said before you will provide us, therefore no worries. Lord Jesus, I commit my midterm exams on your hand that you will bless us through intelligence and all glory to you Lord. Lord, forgive my sins everyday that make no glory of your kingdom, that you love us so much you sent your only son Jesus to die for our sin, thank you for never abandoned us the sinners. Lord, with your power I declare DEVILS shall play no role in my life, tempt me or even seduce me, with your holy name cast out the unrighteousness one!For your kingdom come, your will be done!
I pray in the precious name of Jesus. Amen.

^^Joy^^